Everything has been really strange sense my birthday. Some days I am so happy, I feel like my life has started and things are great, my phone never stops going off, I always have plans, I like a boy I think he likes me. I’m happy with who I am and what I have. And then BAM! 

- I lost my job.
- I had to leave behind people who I love more then my own family.
- My horse has been lame sense my bday.

- People I thought cared about me used me.

- The boy I liked dropped me after I told him how I felt.

- and then my dog who i’ve had sense I was five died.

I feel like going into a cave and never coming back. Because every time something good happens five bad things happen.